regrets......

A glance is all I allow myself,
I fear to reveal what all I feel,
I hide behind my insecurities
little knowing its consequences,
that I am pushing you away.

One day I find myself talking;
Only to thin air.
The walls I have built around myself,
are too hard to break away.
And even walking through them,
I do not find u again.

I wanted to keep my distance.
I wanted to keep myself safe.
I believed I could walk tall and strong, all alone.
I believed I never needed anyone.

I do not need to believe anymore.
I am alone.